Friday, September 24, 2010

Smile with me.

I've allowed myself (for way too long) to indulge in the mindless fuck that I should have put behind me since half a year ago. Well...not tonight, not anymore in fact. 

Monday, September 20, 2010

Apple of my eyes.

Oh Apple you're my life
Feel like a before and after photo
How I ever live without you I don't know
So we gonna plant the seed and watch it grow oh
Apple, you don't even know how your laughter tastes so sweet oh
Apple, well I thank my stars that you fell so close
Yea you fell so close
That you fell so close to me.

Waiting for someone to come along so that I can look him in the eyes and sing him that song.
I believe he's out there somewhere.
I'll wait.

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

Every day is a chance to begin again. In love, in life.

Friday, September 10, 2010

It's different yet exactly the same.

You know how when everything is fine and dandy for a while,
and you know that things are finally looking up.
Then comes a day that reminds you of the reasons of your anguish.
You want to cry so badly, but at the same time you refuse to wallow in self-pity.
You just want to lie in bed and sleep through the day
because it's tiring to feel heavy-hearted for so long.
You start to wonder how did you get dragged into this cycle of oppression in the first place,
when will you ever get out of it,
because really, no one likes the feeling of misery.
At least, not me.