Not quite trivial.

So SO close to breaking. I just need one more bad thing to trigger this whole situation and i'm just about ready to throw in the towel. Fuck.

Taking a step of faith

Some of the best experiences comes when you take a step forward and plunge into unfamiliarity. Take instance, an occasion that you have to be at, but you don't really feel like going. That is a rather trivial example, but still, don't you find that you have the most fun although you have to drag yourself there? There are major decisions in our lives, plans that scares us, the uncertainty of what lies beneath that choice, and yes, you might think that it's more than you can take, but i guess if we never push ourselves to do things that challenges us in that sense, it's hard for us to grow stronger as a person. People can push you to do things, but ultimately, it is the course of your action, the step of faith that you take that will give you the most satisfaction at the end of it. You can look back and safely say that you actually did it, not because of anyone but yourself. 

Go ahead, dive into the deeper end of the pool.

You sang me spanish lullabies

Only as high as i reach can I grow, only as far as i seek can i go, only as deep as i look can i see, only as much as i dream can i be. 

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Feeling the blues

I'm not actually feeling the blues, I just unknowingly matched 3 different tones of blue in my outfit today. The weather these 2 days has been too good to be true. I can practically prance around in shorts and a tee shirt. The weather is really god-given, it's like the big guys' giving us a break from the cold. Hallelujah. It's 3 weeks into uni, and i feel like i'm haven't been up to speed with the back-to-school life. Time to refocus. 

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