I am feeling suicidal.
The last week of my self-declared holiday is supposed to filled with coffee-sipping while people-watching, relaxing and not thinking of school. But instead, not only am I feeling so guilt-ridden, I am down with a cold, have a slightly swollen eye and found out that I have an assignment due next wednesday; a day after I arrive back in melb. I need all the well wishes I can get. I have zero courage nor strength to dive into this semester.
Whine and whine and whine. I revel in that I must say.
Signing off with a heavy weight on me,