ryan called to express his fear of the deranged wind that is going on outside right now in the streets of melbourne's psychotic weather. the vibrations that he felt in his apartment was a cause of concern to him because he's afraid that the building might just collapse. i told him that it's perfectly normal and he said that he was hiding under his blanket. sang him a few weird tunes to calm his baby nerves and we hung up. i like that we're so close to each other but we behave as if we're so distant. the ability to already have the answer to the question that we both ask, but still asking anyway just to say i knew it. i'm sure we won't keep scores on a good, difficult or a bad day; because we always find a way back to each other.